Wednesday, February 14, 2007

ALONE. IN CROWDED BUS.
for most people, today is a day of celebration for love. red isnt most people. datin is fun yes. havin a partner has security yes. i havent dated for a really long time. where is everyone i dont know. i hate to leave house today yet wantin to meet my friends. black is what i am today. i want to be in the dark. to be alone and invisible in the crowded bus. let there be light tomorrow. red.
red in the fittin room. im black.. all black. bein alone in this big room can be nice.
gettin valentine's gift is tough especially for guys. guys are so difficult to satisfy with non-electrical materials. straight guys to be exact. qi lookin at jeans for him.
this is extremely silly lookin. seatin along orchard rd holdin a red umbrella under the hot sun. comon'..... there isnt much to do.
red looks abit rugged today... guess its my burnt skin and the fact that i did not shave; i like it thou. ha. me and qi commentin on the roses girls have in their hands. small bouquet - stingy. big bouquet - tacky.
we at mr. donalds' with mid day snacksss and yes, still lookin at couples with the flowers, the balloons and what shit they are wearin. red admire independent and stylish lookin girls.
mission #24. a phonecall and red's to meet lou and gang. lou bought y-3 from blackjack. and yes, its somethin nice. lovely!
introducin the cool people around... from left - sherman. wilson. louis. red's got really tired from shoppin. i need a break or substitutes. and they just started!
i got home with a surprise. not a big one. a bouquet of flowers. its nice and fresh smellin. obviously its not for me. i wish thou. ha. my sister has got a secret admirer... red had only received flowers once. one time. only. pui.

gayrous valentine's day to all.
............ r ...

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