REDCOLOURED²

THE WORLD THAT TRUTH DONT EXIST.

im cant pretend to be something im not. i am the one you know. im real in this reality setting. if money can buy love.. im never this close to all these for years. if $50 can buy a word of concern; i will. in the car: george, never you had someone you like reject you? the pain is bad. now i have. the language of rejections acted all through your body. it hurts. i put myself in you, i cant either. i have to understand, but it pains me to. r.

#UNE - I HATE MYSELF.

sat night. in my face, i stood behind tak. i was on high, and drunk. i lost the emotions and all my senses. i have no idea what i was doing. i gave tak to someone else. he left for a drink. strangers we are. things can never go back to as before. i hate myself. chick guts, instant lost.

#DUEX - I LIKE BTAK.

friday night. i deposited all my energy at the bally and hogan fall launch earlier. i brought my negative energy to move with tak. nice show, gross me. i turned myself off even. he's kind, very gltm. am power-less. no courage, no guts, no nothing. but my eyes still shimmer. i do like tak, i do...

MON-DEH.
krispy kreme in the house; again. yums =p

BLOG SAVER.

sorry. its tuesday i think..

GLAM CANCER.

do a little for breast cancer patients. support..

REPORTER MEETS USQUEEZ-ER, CHILIN.

tasked to be present at the osim's usqueez launch at four seasons earlier.. it was a sweet experience, indeed. up close and exclusive, its been fun! sammi cheng would be much better, definitely.

CLOUDEBRAIN.

the nicest picture for thee... the only floating cloud; red.

MORNING SUN.

she's the one!

BREATH DE SAD SET.

KIND AND SWEET.

to the best colleague - u've been both. thankssssssss!

ROCK GOLD.

GOODBYE LOVE.

this is prolly the last... all the dreams and fantasies went into the little box of never. i will remember and be happy.

AND THE TRUTH NEVER FAIL TO BURN.

happy to have my friends around. most of my em were there, and i will be stronger... the fancy never die... i am flushin-drunk.

GIVE ME THOSE COLD UDON.

bought my family lunch at kushinbo; to thank my dad, mom and sista for being around everytime. i am a family boy, totally. i love you, you and you. love.

SEAM-SO-COOL.

brought my sista to my seamstress to get her dress fixed. and no, this place is no kampong. its in town. cool eh..

to myself: cheer up, look around and be happy. everything hasnt been fantastic i know. i should live with that. im 21.

listening: mutya buena_real girl (moto blanc remix)

.......... r ...